Welcome to my cynical playground!
I’m the nucleus of the atom, in the middle of an orchard of mines I built to keep malevolently curious people away, keeping a safe distance in the shadows for observing purposes…hail to those who were smart and perseverant enough: these about 10 people may actually rightfully state that they know me and may call themselves, in case we did not fall apart, my friends. It takes time, precious time for me to open up, so do not waste it upon trying to convince me you are “worthy” by bombarding me with messages or repeatedly adding me as a friend wherever in the virtual world, because it’s not socializing with unknown people that determined me to create a virtual identity here, but the need to keep in touch over time with what I have been thinking in the past, maybe not to lose my old self, maybe to better understand my mind. If I find you interesting by any means, I’ll surely let you know, and I do not stand beggars for attention and emotional blackmailers. Besides, I’ve had my share of nasty experiences and stories with virtual buddies, so I’m not keen on any digital relationships. If you actually are interested in who I am, get to meet me real life. Of course, I do not guarantee you’ll like me or that I will let you like me, but at least you might get a glimpse of my attention this way.

Do not be misled by my peaceful nature, because even if I’m not easily moved to a fight, the moment I spark unleashes the entire accumulated pyroclastic fury, and I have absolutely no problems with cutting people out of my life, I have done it several times before after some serious judgement. And yes, I do judge, and no, I’m no impartial judge, and yes, I play some sort of demiurge in my world, in spite of the fact that I do believe in some higher presence that governs the Universe. But I don’t believe it bothers so much about us, there’s more important and interesting stuff going on out there (for more astronomical and astrophysical details contact my friend Ania). If you hurt any of my friends you’d better be having a very very good reason or a very convincing excuse to ever get close to me again, because I value them as much as I value life itself and do my best to show it to them.

The human nature is fascinating me and so are generally speaking systems, because I am an INTP/INTJ, the so-called architect, a system analyzer and system builder. So is art and nature, reflected in my life goals and hobbies-Genetics and painting+hand-crafting various little gifts+calligraphy+drawing+etc. Inside me there lures a combination between 3 temperament types: the dominant is the sarcastic and untouchable phlegmatic, I’ve got some choleric accents and at my core I am melancholic and thus the perfect daydreamer when I have the opportunity, and when I don’t, I create an opportunity on my own if I feel the need to. I’m somewhat sadistic, have a thing for black humour, dark chocolate and Earl Grey and some inclination to the occult and a bit for the obsolete. Otherwise, in my best moods, I’m quite much of a mental perv and having tons of fun with it.
What do I like? art in its many ways. from painting, drawing to music of course, to murano glass jewelry and architecture(why not?), making ppl up for theatre plays, sometimes acting myself, creating jewelry of my own. Dancing is also good, but with my gift for accidents…keep me off the dancefloor! Planning and playing pranks, poi dancing, but I’m a beginner and quite afraid of what might happen if I light them :) ) I am in total admiration of the sea, maybe because it contains my favourite colour- blue-and many shades of it, maybe because I usually adore water as an element. My friends are on the list too, I have both female and male friends, some of them as old as I am, some 1 to 4 years younger or much older than me, and spending time with them. I basically love any well-made comic and oh yeah, books…I love to read and owe them. Travelling is my dream- I would like to visit a different country each season, get to know the people, their habits, their mentality. Love? Nononono… I just need a guy to get me out of trouble when I stumble-believe me, it’s not that easy and it can get very annoying at times, so many are off the “potential list” pretty quick. I like spending time with my friends, duh…I dislike coffee but I like a good Earl Grey with sugar and cream. I also love pets, but I must add, animal pets, not humans that lick your feet to gain something and then bite. I have a cat called Rory, and no, it’s not a tribute to Gilmore Girls, stop asking that. The name comes from a guy I met in England and is Welsh if I’m not mistaken for “red”.  One of the greatest presents that I ever got: a real bow and arrows, with which I practice whenever I get the opportunity to (and I call it Kiandra). BRAINS. As in smart people, because I get bored very easily. Nonconformism and nonconformists. At some point, duality.
What I don’t like: Stupidity, superficiality, dumbness, cruelty, labels, booooring people, hypocritic people- I’m fed up with them, backstabbers are also on the list. I hate those very close groups called “bisericute”(=small communities like churches for ex.) that won’t ever open up unless the one who wants to enter changes to fit in, and the people that stick to them. I don’t like people that never have an opinion and let themselves led by the herd spirit. The shocking inequalities that people witness and ignore, especially here in Romania. Also: the “manele” phenomenon, which is a kind of parasite music, a mix of romanian folk music and oriental(turkish) music. the pink phenomenon(not the artist), or rather the “Barbie” culture. In the end, I’d like to say, for those who were patient enough to read this ’til the end, I’m somehow like Douglas: “come in and find out!”. I’m not a person that is keen on virtual friendships and things like that…I guess that’s it for an objective description of myself. For the rest you’d have to meet me real life.

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